Lately, I found someone on Twitter. Not like I always go onto Twitter, but Twitter suggested that I follow her so I thought “Why not?”  Of course it’s only normal to start stalking after she approves me, right? And she privates her tweets, therefore I can only wait till she approves, which is like a few minutes after my request.

I like stalking. No. I should say, I like looking at how people lead their life. How and what do they usually do. Not only other people. I stalk my close friends too. Someone whom I think I have interest in his or her life. I sound like a creepy stalker now.

So as I started stalking, I saw that she changes partner quite often. That’s not my point. My point is that why are people afraid to fall in love?

I am sorry. I do not mean to judge you in this post. I am not here to discriminate you. I thought you looked kind of interesting and I only wanted to stalk. No, I mean befriend. J Sorry I hope you don’t get mad. I just want to share my feelings by borrowing your life story. I’m sorry if this hurts your feelings, beautiful stranger. If you decided to unfollow me, I understand. 

I mean if you choose to be with that person, you should at least hold on to that relationship and fight for it, no? People often get shocked when I replied “Five years plus” when they ask, “How long have you been together with her?” It will be six the coming year. If you don’t cherish him or her, it will get you nowhere. Not only in relationship but everything that is going to happen in life. No, beautiful stranger, if you’re reading this, I am not referring to you.

I had the craziest heartbreak ever. Imagine you being dumped because she lets name her A, chose to be with another girl and she tells you that in your face! I never had the courage to tell anybody about it. I am afraid people might laugh at me, being naïve. My world came tumbling down after that incident; I never had the courage to love again. I had partners after that, but I wasn’t serious. I just wanted people to feel how I felt, so I decided to break all their hearts. Awful huh?

I guess we all just had to fall and hurt ourselves and then, only we will learn. If its wasn’t for A, I wouldn’t be me right now. If you are wondering if I am still with A, my answer would be no, but nonetheless, we’re still friends. 

Everybody has their own stories to be told, it’s for them to choose whether to hide them or to learn from it.